I thought I had found someone I could trust and then he cheated on me, lied to me and trampled what little self worth I had left. You can't trust anyone in this world anymore except yourself and that is sad. Everyone only cares about themselves. I will never trust another person again. I hope he rots in hell for what he did but he won't cuz he just keeps plugging along.
It's going to be a long road to rebuild my self esteem. ...but it does seem to help by venting and writing about it.